i feel so crap now. like to the extreme peak. People just love to turn simple things to chores. if you think u're a big shot, let me tell u that u're just a crap. TOTAL CRAP. and for goodness sake, ur indecisiveness really pissed me off. celebration of nationals day is like a nightmare to me. not the planning of the school events but somehow some people cast everything to me, thinking that , oh, eadelin will do everything. i'm not enthusiatist! i have so much things better to do.at least for now, i dont walk out, i voice it out.
i went to
sakae+banquet+ben n jerry
to satisfy my cravings.
TO *******, i'm so glad that jae actually asked you back for cg and church. he's a great brother. anything just tell him k. i believe he can help you. so no need to get discouraged.
i feel so provoked by other growing cell groups. more and more leaders get planted, more and more leaders rise up. presidents, headquater masters, exco members... plenty in other churches. wheres the fire in our cg?